omg HAIRSPRAY!
Woohoo.. Its SOOO gonna be in my TO-DO list this holiday!

I love musicals!.. Can't wait to be in one myself... Auditions anyone? (:
Cheers to Music! It makes the world go round!

-jOhN "singin" LiM-

Die Calculus! Die!
Ok, probably not... At least not literally... Just, go away :)

Finally done with that. Not gonna talk much about that because I don't wanna be so negative about it, neither am I gonna be foolish to proclaim everything went well. It didn't.

For now, I'm putting trust in God and focusing on the rest first. Till then. More prayers needed ;) Muchos appreciated! Econs tmr, then Accounting..

Came across this verse last night before I closed my eyes to rest. Hope it encourages you too :)

1 Peter 5:7 Give all your worries and cares to God, for He cares about what happens to You.

Matthew 6:27 Can all your worries add a single moment to your life?

-jOhN "trusting" LiM-

Smile kids. Smile.

Don't lose the joy of life. Truly.

Things will get better. And they will :)

Exams on Monday. And then the holidays with a list of things to accomplish.

A sneak peak on the list:

4. Write a song

And yes, we have began the process of getting a good hook tune to it already. Now, anyone has a Mac to lend me?

Life is only what you make it to be. And I'm gonna make it Mine :)

-jOhN "smiling" LiM-

Sweet..

First the rain..

Then LeeHom's new album..

Lovely Sunday afternoon, with not so lovely circumstances around me

Had not finish my Calculus take home test, had not finish my economics final project..

And there I layed on my bed staring at the rain and sky, listening to the tunes of LeeHom..

As I lazed there, thoughts began to sprang... of You, of Life, of my exams (OMG 1 week countdown!), Calculus (OMG?!), friends, Family, Dog?, LeeHom (hHAHAhahhahAHAHhahaa)...

Thing was, I was so sunked in the depression that I didn't want myself to get out. There I was again, worrying about my exam. Worrying. Yes, Worrying. Time and time again i fall into this hole of "worry-nism". Hate it, but it sticks with you. Time to get out of the mud hole and start working towards the goal. Sigh. Though I don't wanna begin with defeat, but I know I started this semester in bad terms, so, gotta face the consequences..

Oh, and the Dog you ask? The verdict? NO

Living with that decision too. Dad decided instaed to get a car~

Yeah, Car vs. Dog

You see, irronicly, I don't get a dog because I'll be leaving next year, but thing is, if we get a car, I'll be leaving next year too. So like... ~.~" We'll see how things work out la.

Till then, LeeHom's new album RAWKSSSSSS!!! Not so chinked-out anymore, very much more emo as Caryn said. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE >.< ABY, EE JIN, RYN, and urrrr~ ben?(hahahaha) and everyone else, lets go!! Woohoo!.. Sorry, forgive me "hyperness".. LeeHom fan here (:

Alright. Enough crap for the night. Its calculus for the week! Urgh~

Getting into studio this hol. Probably get some emo song up soon :P

Till then, enjoy the rain people!

-jOhN "calculating" LiM-

ps: Ben is naughty :P

Lebih Dari Pemenang
Lebih dari pemenang
Dalam Segala perkara
Iblis telah dikalahkan
Oleh kuasa darahnya
Jika Allah di pihak kita
Siapa dapat melawan
Kita lebih dari Pemenang

Hallelujah
Kibarkanlah panjinya
Yesus Raja segala Raja!

Its funny how songs can speak to us. When I was in Indonesia, this particular song spoke quite a bit to me. It really woke me up to realisation that its more than being the winner (thats the title of the song). It goes on to say that when God is on our side, no one can be against us. Sweet :)

Sis is back in Perth now. Lonely nights again, miss sis already ): And I'm currently on my bed with the laptop stealing a wireless internet line somewhere nearby :P Hahahha.. Was just randomly bringing the laptop to my room to watch a movie before I slept last night and just decided to check if there was a line, and low and behold, I found a free access line. Let's just pray the person won't discover me here :P

For now, I'm all cosy in bed, dreaming of my little puppy which I want to own soon. The verdict will be tomorrow. Parents just got back from Singapore, gonna have discussion with Dad over breakfast tomorrow morning. He will have to give me an answer by tomorrow morning if I can get the Pommy or not because he is gonna leave for Surabaya tomorrow afternoon and only get back on Friday and by then, little baby would have been sold already. So, hope along peeps. I really want this boy so badly. I could practically hear him calling out my name. I've visited the shop 4 times now since Saturday. The shop owner must think I'm planning some robbery.

Finals exactly in 2 weeks from now. Have to get prepped up ESPECIALLY for calculus. Agreed with Hariz to have group study sessions but I hope it will work out in time for the exam.

Sorry for the lack of pictures in this post. Don't have any on this com. Pray that the next post will be on my new little pup. And yes, I think I already have a name for him :P

-jOhN "pommy" LiM-

Ah.. The night was too productive so I just have to blog about it.

Its a good thing my sis is back. It was really FULL fledged family night. First of all, after YEARS and literally, YEARS, we finally had movie night together to watch Transformers together. So sweet right? I know, thanx thanx..haha.. I liked that night. It felt, Full :)

Sweet...

Then there was tonight. Had nice dinner together. Since I was having a bad throat, so we got hold of some Yong Tau Foo. Great meal together. Talk talk talk talk...

And well, since my dad now, STILL on high mood.. First, laptop la, then sis popped down, then bro left for Hillsong in Sydney la, then new com screen la, and I shall not go on, BUT.. This morning, before college, we had FAMILY breakfast (wow).. and YES!.. My dad went, "I think its time we get a dog"... OMGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!! So yes, I immediately recited my proposal! Wooohoooo! Pomenarian!!.. And yes, I was fanatic. Right after college, while waiting for my porridge to be "ta pau-ed", I quickly rushed over to the pet store near by to look for one, AND WOOHOOOO they had 2 in stock!... Weeeeeee!!!!

So yes, tonight, after dinner, we checked out the dog! :P Adorable sial!!! Dad & Mum quite pleased with him.... 7 week old dude... :P I loveeeee!!!!!!!!!!! can DIEE!!!!! :'( sooo cute!!!!.. hahaha.. Excitenessss sial.. sorry.. english also all over d.. hahhaha... :P :P Forgive the horny pregnant look... I was just so in birth with the lil pupp

Got new pair of sunnies too :P and ate honey-dew lo lo :P I misss ;P hahahhaha.. Forgive poserness :P

Ahh.. loved the night... it felt, particularly different, better, we felt as a family... Sis was finally around and all.. Bro back from Sydney, Sis back from Perth, Me Melbourne soon? WAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA :p

Oh Oh! And we even painted the house together this afternoon!! :P Talk about productive!. hahaha.. Randomness man.. Mum was just like... Lets paint the wall.. hahaha.. Cute nesss...

Wooohoo... Peace! Forgive obscenity..

John Lim was here!

And yes, the collage up there.. was done last night our of randomness!.. ahahahaha

And there was this pic, with my old dog which I grew up with. SHE was the LOVE OF MY LIFE OK! I practically grew up with her.. We even have pics of us sleeping together on the floor! :P Her name was Cansy (don't ask me why :P) Yeah, sis just went, "John, see la, last time also dun like to wear shirt at home, now also.. Why ah?".. hahaha.. I really don't know why.. :P i dun haev to make more choices in a day. I don't have to choose which shirt to wear. haha!! :P spot the cute lookin baby on the left? THats me too!! wooohoo...

Ah... I love her.. and I'm gonnna love my new dogggyyyyy!! :P Still scouting for dogs but Pomenarian is top of list... SO Dog breeders or owners out there!!! GOT ANY PUPPS TO GIVE AWAY???? I'M A RING AWAY!!!!!! QUICKK!!! ;)

Peace out peeps... Its the weekend again... Wooohooo...! (Final Exam in 2 weeks John~~~~Dayyymmm)

Next priority: Get CALCULUS TUITION ASAP!

Dear Lord,

I thank You Lord, for I am truly blessed. I have seen your blessings and your glory so now let me share it with the people around me. Allow me to spread the joy you have given me and family. May you keep my family close to your heart and watch our household each day as dawn breaks and as the moonlight shines, may you protect our little home and grant each of us good health each day. I am ever in debt to You my Lord, Father and Friend. I can't thank You enough. Truly, you are good, in all times. Good and Bad. Continue to see me through my days as well as in each of my friends' lives. You've been good, and you will be good. All glory to your Name, Lord..!

Amen!

-jOhN "ruff ruff" LiM-

Been pretty sick after giving all on Sunday.

Need rest.
Exams coming.
Calculus dying.
Me? Dead.
Totally need to focus and get the game going already before exams end of this month.
And then.....
TRAVELLING AGAIN FOR HOLIDAYS!!.. muahahaha... I don't care!.. Muahahaha...

Zoe Joy!! Was over on Sunday night with sis..

Didn't get the change to blog about it yet, but yes, farewell Xi Qian ;)

I don't fooos.. but when I do~~... :P

Dear Lord,
Grant me health again in my body. Take away whatever "tonsilities" I have and help me to regain focus in class and finish my homework! I pray you'll also EXTEND all the time I have in the world so I can studyy moreeee, playyyy moreee, and meet more of my friends again! Especially those back from high school. I miss everyone of them. Lord, grant me focus and good memory for the next 3 weeks before my exam and I do pray for good results! I surrender my future in Your hands once again! Thank You!

Amen!

Good night peeps! Have great days ahead!

-jOhN "sick" LiM-

In Christ Alone

I place my trust

And find my glory in power of the cross

In every victory

Let it be said of me

My source of strength

My source of hope

Is Christ Alone

It has been a long one week plus since I have got back from Jakarta and back into the cycle of life. It has been crazyyy since. 2 major test and 1 more coming this Friday!! AHhhhHH! I've not been out and homework has been crazy. But all is good. Still surviving. Thats why I make it a point, school days - Home, Holidays - AWAY!.. hahaha

Sis is back from Perth for 2 weeks and she will be back again in September. What's up man? So easy to come back when you're working meh? Hahaha.. She's blessed ;) I'm pumped up for worship this weekend. Let's just pray that all things will run smoothly in His presence this Sunday! Wooohooo! And you're invited :P

Nothing has been happening much lately, though I too am very much peer pressured to make this Saturday a memorable one. Hmmm.. Wonder what I'll plan. Probably another jazz gig. Hmmm.. Any takers? :P Yeah, thats actually a very good idea. Invitation open, just ask! :P

However, my main point for blogging tonight is to simple dedicate this post to 3 special people I've known :)

FIRSTLY, Super-Sexy-Uncle-Chan-Yee-En

Yes, Ernnie.. Well, I've got to say, it has been eternity since the last time I've met him. En, I've got to say he is one remarkable dude. He just has leadership and personality stamped all over him. Ever ready to stand up and not shy away from circumstances, and ever willing to help a friend in need. Though I have to admit we have drifted somewhat, but it stays. The memories and the things you've done for me. I admire you dude. I truly dude. And I pray you continue to be that strong friend to everyone around you. But take it easy man, sometimes, heroes need a rest too :P Rock on my dear friend! Happy 18th bro!

SECONDLY, The-Mini-Size-Smaller-than-Guitar-Boy-Isaac-Lim-Huan-Wei

Isaac has to be the first prefect that sticked with me throughout our prefect life since form 1. He has grown sooooo much ever since! Physically as well as mentally. He is taller than me ok!!! hahahah.. I'd just love talking music with him and getting input from him over computer stuff :P Hahahah.. I know you've always been there man. Its just cute to see how you've really matured and its you who is giving me the better advices and support. Truly, I cherish every moment we have and every moment we WILL have man ;) Hahaha.. I love your laughs man... :P The giggles. All the best to you and dear Sophie ok? :P Stick with her, tight. Happy 18th man. (Pssss, You're legal! Haha)

THIRDLY, The-Best-Bro-Cum-Mentor-Leng-Chai-Lim-Jo-Weng

This one never cease to amaze me everytime we talk. Its like I'm only getting to know him everytime. This guy is one interesting dude and totally unpredictable. The more I get to know you man, the more I see how fantastic of a person you are. Thank you boy, for everything from my red shirt (which you still have~~), to the drinks :P You never know how much of an impact you have done in my life. Truly, sometimes, I can be totally hopeless but you're always there to shine back hope into the seemingly hopeless situation. Get it?.. Hahahah.. Its alright. As long as you know that I'll be there for you as much as you have been there for me bro. Cherishing every moment spent. Happy 20th uncle! Gone are the teen years for you. Muahaha.

So there it is. I do apologies if I have phrased anything the wrong way. Thank you guys, for being my friend. Truly. 3 very special people :) Alrighty... Its gonna be another long remainder of week till the weekend. :( Pray my soar throat won't get worst. Oh, and I'm gonnna try a new concept now. I'm gonna end every post with a prayer to God :) I'm just gonna pray to Him just like how you can too. Simple, direct and true :) Try it one day. It helps :) Anyway, have a great week ahead! God loves you, and so do I! ZZzzZzZzzzz

Dear God,

I pray you give me strength and tenacity beyond myself. It is gonna be a long month till my exams end of this month. I do pray that I'll stay focus and I'll finish my work on time. Lord, sustain my health and I pray I'll please you in everything I do. Continue to guide me in my everyday, and continue to be my source of light. I choose to trust You and I know You'll never fail me. Oh, And I surrender this week's worship into your hands! Use me Lord, Use the whole team!

Amen!!

God bless,
-jOhN "appreciative" LiM-

Jakarta from my hotel room.
All I have to say, is that Jesus is just miraculous.
Being there is Jakarta for the Asia Pacific Youth Alive Conference(APYAC) was just life changing. I'm not gonna drag on much about it, but I'm gonna let the pictures do the talking.


A certain giant model of Transformers in a mall at Jakarta

Woohoo.. Night concert goin on!



Michael & Daniel preparing for our night!


Grace, "Hiro" and I :P


Stadium Istora!

Michael & I after the whole thing. Michael was sleepin in service, and the camera caught him.. Hahah! ;P
Singer Uncle, Drummer Uncle Simon and Me! :)

My "Si Fu" Liang

And the MAN! Michael Camilly. He is the best escort anyone can have. He was superbly patient with us Malaysians and guided us all the way! God bless you man. Really. He is one special guy.

Amanda, May Vern & I :)Hiro, unmasked.. hahaha.. Derry uncle! Took real good care of us :) He is another phenomenal guy. Just so ever willing to serve His people. Fantastic spirit man. Keep it up!

Abang Mikel. The stage manager for all 3 days. I really don't know how he handled it man. He was still smiling after every session. Must learn some stress management from him. Am very encouraged to see such enthusiasm and zest for the Lord. :)

Peace for Indonesia!!
Ricky! :) We exchanged nametags. Promised to switch them the next time we met :) He is one naughty security boy :P God bless you bro ;)

Ricky's best friend, Michael (yes, there are sooo many Michaels~). He refused to give his jacket to me :( Hahahahha.. God bless you anyway!.. Hahahahah! :P

:D Sweetttnesss :P

E... E.... E..... E........ Fantastic girl. Still remembered what she wore the first time I met her :P

Those are the pics for now. I really had a remarkable time with the APYAC team. Though it was just a short time spent at Indonesia, I learned so many lessons to life and just how to live as Christian. I had to admit I went with much prejudice but I left the country a changed man. I really had a 180 degree turn of view on the land and country. I've learned so much from the people I have met in this conference. Their dedication and sincerity and simplistic spirit in doing the work of God. I was truly encouraged and convicted to be the person who God wants me to be.

It was time John learned a lesson on humility. These people lacked, but still they gave, in areas other than finances, such as their time and energy to serving God's people. They were just so willing and sacrificial. Something I was not. Especially Michael Camilly. I was very encouraged by his life. He comes from a family of 7. He is the second from the youngest of 5 siblings. All of them aren't Christians. But yet, he is so persistant and fervant in prayer. He even woke up at 4am just to pray for us. And best of all, he is just 16 years old. Such love I have not seen in a 16 year old. This is one of the few people that I see Christ in. I will definately keep him in my prayers, for God to sustain his faith in the midst of all his trials and especially for his family to come to know of God's goodness.

It is said, that the greatest sin is to keep the good news from those who have not yet come to know of the it. And I don't want to be found with that sin. Keeping the privilege all to myself. May this experience change me and mold me to be a greater servant of God. Whole and pure in His sight. Though I will have many obstacles ahead, many sacrifices to make in the near future, hurts in the past to be mended, and changes to be made, I want to see the promises of my life come to pass.

It far beyond time now that change should have happened in my life. I'm glad I tagged along with the team to be bless at this conference. I caught the fire and now, its time to bring it back to Malaysia. Challenges shall I face, persecution shall I face, but in You shall I trust, because in You, all things are possible.

Lord,

Take my life again. Burn me, break me, mold me, and shape me into your child. May You continue to pour favour and blessings into my life as I follow You each day of my life. Forgive me, because time and time and time and time again I have failed You SOOO many times. Countless times have I turned my back on You and deliberately choose the wrong path. Guide me Lord. Take me as You find me, all my failures, all my weaknesses and impurities, and turn it around Lord. Use it for Your glory. Its time I put all my faith in You. Hold my hands Lord, and never let me go. In You, I choose to trust, In You I choose to believe, In You I choose to face life's challenges.

Thank You, Jesus.

Amen!

Its not gonna be an easy commitment but I'm gonna trust Him. Who ever said Christians were perfect, who ever said Christians were suppose to be the top of the class, who ever said that Christians were to be boring poeple.. We are regular people with weaknesses and emotions. But what keeps apart from the world is that we have a hope in God and a friend we can turn to and trust at all times.

Alright. Thats it from me for now. Gonna hit the books and catch up on some work I left when I was gone. College, here I come! Wooohoooo!

-jOhN "trusting" Lim-

OMG, previous post was such a waste of time. Gonna post some pics up instead.

Michael Lean on the E. Guitar. Extremely humble dude :) Seing ya soon dude!
Retarded Uncle Drummer Simon :) He's my Personal Trainer wanna-be cum Jazz band leader
"Lala-fied" Amanda and Impersonator Prakash with Ghostly Enoch at the background
Our little dance at Cotton Club. Dee, I know where you're looking, you naughty girl! *smacks*
JoW JoW! :) Thanx for everything Bro. You da best! And you still have my shirt!

AHHHHH!!! Was suppose to upload more.. But OMG nvm!.. AH!!!!! Pissy-fied n Emo-fied!!!

I'm just so utterly confused right now.

Ah. Keep writing and deleting. I'm just a bit messed up right now. But jazz somehow always lights me up. Oh well. Don't wanna whine about it. Just gonna move on :)

Just a little update on the happenings.

Fulfilled my little TO-DO list.
Finally checked out Cotton Club. To my disappointment they had changed their concept from a Jazztaurant to just casual live music. But it was alright. Always enjoyed live music. I actually even took the opportunity to sing over there. Club owner was so nice to spend us drinks after that. He bought a second round of everything. Nice dude. Next stop, Groove Junction@Hartamas. So MUSTT!

Aiks, very distracted tonight. My thoughts are just all over. I'm just troubled over the fact I'm going downhill in studies as well in friendships. Like I said, I seem to screw everything. Hmm. Its just me. Screwed up piece of kid :) Naa.. not really, compared to J****a. Hahaha.

Ahhhhhhhhhhh~~~!!! I don't know what I'm typing anymore!! :'(
I'm just so disturbed la. So many things in my mind. You, and You, and You, and then there is You, then there is That, and That, and OMG, THAT! Ah~~! You know how I miss You? Walalallalaalalala.........

I know Jakarta will be good. But have a slight feeling I'll discover something else that is greater there. Hmmm.. Weird. Meeting new people. Traveling alone again. Hmm.. Somehow have been traveling alone alot. Planning to drop by Bangkok during my August hols. We'll see what parents have to say. Wait, parents? I'll go ANYway~ Hmph~! Hopefully I can bump into Mami, remember her? Mami Hashizaki from Japan. She told me she'd be coming down to Bangkok from the States. But then again, Bangkok ain't too nice. Ah. John better stop plannin all these holidays and take time to practice Calculus :'(.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! Just feel like screaming out and crying le! OMG~~! Just so disturbed tonight. Where are you when I need You?

I just wanna cry in your arms again. Pick me up will ya, Jesus?

-jOhN "utterly confused" LiM-

PS: Flying off for Jakarta in the morning. Bye bye :)

You know how life punished you sometimes. Making sure it has the best of you. Not letting that joy in your heart reflect to a smile on your face and killing every sense of hope.

I began my week that way. It was a terrible Sunday night. Though I really appreciated the help from Jo Weng when he came over in the night to help me out with Accounting. My mind went bad that night. Or probably for both nights. Sunday and Monday. I just went on the same ride of thinking that I might just not make it. Tiring thoughts. But nonetheless, I had to sink in them for a bit, just a bit. Monday blues was dark blue. Got a hold on Buble's latest album on Sunday night and sinked myself in the blues tunes while gasping for air each night.

Got my ass to Calculus on Tuesday and I was free for the rest of the day. Looked for a "kaki" for lunch and bloody hell, everyone had class till 2. Let's see, Jo Weng, Delaine, Vincent, Caryn, and yes, I didn't call you Jo because you were having your exams, how thoughtful right? Hahaha. All the best for your last paper tomorrow btw :P Finally gave up and got a hold of my favourite curry puffs and munched my way to Ellen Degeneres. Hate her "KA-KA". Finished up and yes, it was time to hit the books. Accounting was creeping by the corner. And yet again, another imbalance. And to the horror of all accounting students and accountants, when you don't balance, YOU'RE IN SHIT! Hahahaha.. But a new horror has descended. The ambiguity of Net profit/Loss/wat-the-heck? Oh, don't bother my rants. Ain't worth your time.

And yes, I ain't trying to steal anything from you. Not your time, not your bloody XXXXXX, and certainly not your attention. Oh boy, and I thought drama class was interesting. Real life time drama has never reached its plateau. Just right before you close your eyes to rest in the sweet meadow amongst the sunny sunflowers beneath the clear blue sky, there jumps a bear that was apparently NOT lurking behind the rocks. I should have seen it coming. Madness. How could you ever fallen for the same scene? Disappointing, and disturbing.

Life is everything but a bed of roses. OUCH

Life is what we choose to make it be. So be it.

Urghh. More questions. More changes. More disappointments. OMG, MORE failures. But yet, there shall always be more and abundantly more HOPE. Oh, boy, I hope I can hope on Hope.

Thank You for listening. I HOPE that YoU make the world go round and never let the world make you go round.

-jOhN "spinning around" LiM-

ps: Sorry /.\ to You.

-Random pics-

My lil boy for the night. Appreciate company Josh. Cheers to H

High Dad = New Laptop

AND of course, the JAZZ FESTIVAL@GENTING!

Seriously, Jazz is my passion man. I'm even thinkin of naming my daughter Jazz, THATS IF I get a daughter. Hmmm.

John is currently not high anymore, though he had a fantastic time at the Jazz Fest and a good weekend. He will update more on the Jazz Fest when the mood is right.

However it was not productive, academically speaking.

John is currently sitting in front of com tryin to finish Accounting, Economics and Calculus at 2.30am.

He is in grave danger if he keeps up this pattern.

God, its time you intervine and get a hold on John's life.

A quick shout out to the A-Levels students from Taylors that'll be having their exam tomorrow, ALL THE BEST! ;)

-jOhN "regretting" LiM-

WOOHOO.. Weekend Road Trip..!!

Agenda 1:

JAZZ FEST @ GENTING

WOOOHOOOO... JAZZ Love love loveeeeeeee!!!!!!

Agenda 2:
Hmmmmm.. high possibility of

UV NATION @ 1UTAMA

WOOHOOOOOO... RAVE Love love loveeeeeeeee!!!!

Shyyyttttt.... John is high and losing focus.....!!!.. OMG~~
After this must SUPER FOCUS d...

OH NO.. wait!!!..

In 2 weeks,
there is APYAC at Indonesia!!!

I'm i'm going!!!... WAAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!

SHYTTT!!!! John is in deep shit...
OMG, whats wrong with me tonight?.. ahahhahahhahaha
I know why... its because You said Yes :)

-jOhN "high" LiM-

update: Screw UV Nation.. Got Accounts test on Wednesday.. Better study for that instead.. WOOOOHOOO... ACCOUNTING!!... screw john la~

Oh NOO... x_x

Here it comes..

I'm staying OUT OF IT.. You hear me?!

Sinking myself in Jazz and Trance... HAHAHAHAHAHHA...

GanjaGuru Vs. Buble

Its A Dream Vs. Call Me Irresponsible

Deadbeat Vs. What A Difference a Day Makes

Everytime we Touch Ys. For Once In My Life

Raise the Bass Vs. Summertime

99.9 Vs. Singing in the Rain

The beauty of music.. If only I can make it, or can I?

Hmmm... Its weird... Things are changing again, and so am I.. New thoughts are forming.. My world is getting bigger.. I'm in for more this time..

Agenda:

Jazz Fest@Genting

CottonClub@Ampang

XXXXXXXXX@XXXXX

A 2 hour drive with someone@Klang Valley

Ruums@KL

Surabaya@Indonesia

Himeji@Japan!!! (dream on John)

With You in Your arms (dream on John)

I'll bring You there someday ok? Lovely ain't it?.. Perth.... Don't you just love the K800i...

Urghh.. my posts are just so all over... Messed up mind... Econs is interesting, Accounting is fun, Calculus can jump into the ocean...

-jOhN "messed" LiM-

I just knew when things were about to get bad...

And I'm getting the same vibe now...


Why do all good things come to an end?

Don't drift away? Please? I'm here to stay..

Don't walk away into the sunny rays,

Just hold on, and we'll reach the end

Together.

Who said it'll turn bad?

All it was, was just wind chimering

Do not fear, cause I'll be here

My Dear.

Ah, reminiscents of Japan

Rave music keeps me awake LATE. Hahahaha.. Oh boy, kill me, I should be studying now!

Yes, Aussie chicks in Japan. I miss them.. haha!.. I know you still read my blog right, Larry?.. Hahaha.. Me-Larry-I FORGOT HER NAME :'( - Claire

This guy looks like Bradley, RIGHT????!! Hahaha.. Don't worry, he is Malaysian :P

Oh, I feel the love baby.. :P Mind You, I had showers with them.. HAHAHHAHAHHAA..!!.. Brendon-Steven-Me-Naoki

Such a screwed up post... Just so random... Oh, I might be going gown to Indonesia in 2 weeks.. WOOHOO.. Travelling again!!.. WEEEEEE!!!... Indon, here I come!

-jOhN "lalala" LiM-

It has been awhile now..

Oh well.. I've been pretty much over the emo-ness of life that had stricken me for the past 3 months. I've been pretty much getting back on my feet now. I guess the break was good.

It really wasn't about me. It was really all about You. I'm glad I got to know myself so much more through those times. As weak as I am, as frail and imperfect as I am, but yet You chose to accept me. Time and time again You have assured me of Your perfect Love for me.

It was so hard to be strong when I turned my back on You. You were my backbone in my structure, You were the Sun in my universe, You were my Flowers in the fields.. Owh you get the picture.. And You still are..

The next challenge will be maintaining this level of trust. I hope I won't fail You like I have failed You in the past. I'm glad You've placed really nice people by my side in the process of getting to know You better. So where will You take me next?

College has been rather hand-full. Next week isn't gonna ge a breeze either. But I'll survive, I hope. Was up in Genting for a night. Went up alone and got down the following morning before class. Genting is so freaking near! I mean, I knew it was near, but just didn't know it was THAT near :P Enjoyed my night with some of the Pastor's kids. Though it was just a night and I'd probably only knew 5% of the people but I still had a good time knowing a few people, eating and of course laughing. I felt belonged :)

:) Moving on, I LOVE Jazz! :P Aiyo.. dunno wat to blog d le.. :'(

Reflective mood

-jOhN "reflecting?" LiM-