Don't you try to wake me up.
I'm trying to dream out loud.
I really can't seem to see and feel it anymore.
I can't find a puzzle to fit a piece of me.

A piece to lend an ear to, Dreaming Out Loud - OneRepublic.
It makes so much sense.

-jOhN "dreamin out loud" LiM-

OMG. If you know me, I had never liked rock. Never.
But Mr. Cook sure knows how to cook something up.

Kudos, David Cook, kudos. Very impressive. Top gunner in the game.
Archuleta better pick it up before I throw him out the window~

"In everything you do, seek wise council."



Thank You. Really, thank you. Never would I have seen that part of the whole picture. You have opened my eyes to a whole new way of looking at things.



At the end of the day, its not what I will do, but why. The reasons behind it, the motive, the primary objective, the driving force.



I have to get some things right. Time to face reality. Time to look deep into my intentions. Its time.



-jOhN "thinking, again" LiM-



its times like this, i'd wish you were beside me to guide me
its times like this, i'd wish you were here to be my wings
its times like this, i'd wish you were my sun to shine
its times like this, i'd wish you were my comfort to fall on
its times like this, i'd wish you were here to laugh with me and at me
its times like this, i'd wish you were my right decision.

I know, that all things will work out for the good. Soon, somehow, someday I will understand. Thank you.

A critical turn in a critical point of my life.

An interesting twist to my life's story.

A change I'd never expected.

But as I welcome change, I pray happiness and fulfillment will trail on.

My friends, soon, I shall bid farewell. Seriously.

I'm feeling sick and hopeless,

Down and depressed,

Lost and dumbfound,

At the end of the road.

When will I see the light again,

When will I see truth again,

It seems like life brings no meaning anymore,

No, life means nothing anymore,

Where has it all gone to,

Disappointed and dismayed,

Disturbed and destroyed,

Here I am tonight, at the brink of compulsion,

Here I am tonight in tears, crying out for what I don't understand,

Here I am tonight, shattered,

I am tired. Really tired. I need a negotiation.

I need a persuasion. I need affirmation.

I need a solution.

I need help.

I am drained as I wait. When will a ray of light seep into all these darkness around me? I need my weekly dosage of morphine again. Sigh. Need endophines. Need Happy placebos. Need cure to this sickness. Need solution to the problem. Need an end to it all.
Death seems so tempting right now~
-jOhN "drained" LiM-