Saturday, April 29, 2006


Now with my license... Here I come baby!!!.. Be My Wife!!! (BMW)... Posted by Picasa

Weee... I finally got MY share of books!!.... Posted by Picasa

Friday, April 28, 2006


By far, we've already went out together 4 times for drinks at night and stil counting bros... love ya'll!.. FR-L: Jinny , Me, Isuck, Benjoz Posted by Picasa

Random Pic from our daily mischiefs Posted by Picasa

Sunday, April 23, 2006


Liang in action.. Posted by Picasa

Camouflage? :P Posted by Picasa

Serena C all over me.. Posted by Picasa

Adam C & I Posted by Picasa

Of Hitz.Fm's and its Mad-Crazy-Whacko DJs

Inspite of me not singing for this gig with Liang, I went over with my bro and Amanda to just chill and support Liang. As soon as we went there they were giving away some T-Shirts and we had to give hugs to some of their DJs. Everyone was there, Rudy, JJ, Serena C, Adam C, Jason Lo, Ean, Jakeman, wateva whoever did I miss out. They are one mad bunch of people. I got to hug Jason Lo for a XL T-Shirt, Hahaha.. So through out the thing I just chilled with the dancers and Liang and afterwards went for lunch at Chilli's. Groovy weekend man. Enjoy the pics. How do you put You Tube video's here? Probably I could share with you guys some of last night's gigs like Jaclyn practicing and today's show too :) Keep rocking on peeps and support your local music industry!!! ;)

Truly yours,
-jOhN LiM-

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Of Gigs and a Entertainer's Life

Probably some of you had knew that I was doing a gig with Jaclyn, Juwita and Liang tonight at Maranatha. It was small stuff for me, just backed-up and just experience being involved in these kinda gigs. It was really fun with all the dancers, singing, lauging with the band. I really got to experience a day in a star's life. Other than wasting alot of time waiting and practicing, I really liked it. Jac was superb la. Head bows to her man, her range is just limitless. She ain't too bad a person la. Got to know some really nice people from Urban Groove. If you didn't know who are they, they are Hip-Hop-Breakdancing group that is recently breaking through. They have a studio over at Subang and offer many classes. Me very interested ler. But looking at my tight schedule, doubt I can take any classes this year. I like dancing, singing, acting... Me entertainer? Do you honestly see me as an entertainer/singer? Hmmmm... I mean, I wouldn't mind breaking into the Music Scene for a few years in college but probably not as a career la. Still looking at the prospects for career paths and future education now. We will see how it goes. However the let down was that I'm not backing up for Liang tomorrow at 1 Utama anymore :(. Sadly Ps. Julie doesn't me to miss church. Well, I'm sure there are more to come la. Boohoo, so much for the hype.

So, can you imagine John Lim, singing in your TV Box, hearing him on the radio, and probably reading him on the cover page of Star 2? All in the hands of God, Amen.

Humming,
-jOhN "Singing" LiM-

A snapshot before we went out.. Show me watcha got.. Posted by Picasa

Sexy or not.. One of Urban Groove's instructors.. :D Posted by Picasa

How can I not post Jaclyn's picture.. Me & her backstage before the gig Posted by Picasa

Charline! :P One of the Dancers Posted by Picasa

Saturday, April 15, 2006


Yet another outing at Honey Bee :) Posted by Picasa

Friday, April 14, 2006

Of Future Decisions and Character..

I have to say after a long while I've not had such a fruitful chat with anyone already. It was Good Friday tonight and I had gone to church for our Good Friday service. We had a simple skit and preaching by Ps. Carl Butler. Wasn't concentrating too much because Wei Wen was disturbing me. Don't worry, its a Wei Wen from church. I felt the previous year's drama was more dramatic and had more feel to it. Well, everyone is entitled to their opinions right? Anyway, had a jolly good time after that just chilling while the sick were being prayed for.

Hanged around with Vincent a little to catch up on "old" buddy times from not too long ago (just back in February I guess?). Anyway, at last we had good laughs and picking around here and there. Afterwards he disappeared and here comes his elder bro Danny. I have to do a little intro here for Danny. He is about 25/26 and just graduated from some Roff????? University in Sheffield, UK with a Masters in International Trade and Consumer Law la. In short, he has a Masters in Law. He's an extremely intelligent and sleek dude. Seriously, it is him I'm meaning about having the fruitful conversation with. Probably I've known Vincent a little well thats why I immediately clicked with Danny. We went all over talking about Studies, Career prospects, studying in UK, Man U~ -.-", and many more. He's the kinda guy I really admire. Like I've said before, I like to look ahead and plan plan plan for my future. I'd probably laid many plans for my future already all pathed out till I'm 30. So as I was saying, I'd always love the idea of exploring different routes and options and I had definately asked about studying law but his answer was the perfect one. I can't totally give you the quoted answer but I'll rephrase it and I'll share it with ya'll.

Right now, career prospects are not so much focused on Degree/Master qualifications but lesson you've learnt through it. I really liked the idea. Jobs now do not really require one to be so specialised but the one thing he pressed on was lessons and the growing process of maturity through Uni, living overseas, living alone, and being all independent. At the end of the day whatever field you are put in if you don't have the tenacity and determination you'd never succeed and likewise, if you have what it takes in your heart, whatevar and wherever you are put in, you'll definately push towards it, whether you are a medical student, singer, or even a rubbish collector. Point is its never of what you study. I liked what he said at one point. Immediately when he graduated he was all excited about just getting his certificate and just left his knowledge with the books because we'd probably never use them anymore. I quickly found that to be hypocrisy when he said if you have the "thing" for life you'd definately succeed and he "left" the knowledge in a way. But he countered that saying that it is so actually true that we really don't use what our textbooks say anymore but what we can and should bring with us is the character that we've built through the course of time as we are slowly moulded through lessons we learn living all alone in foreign ground. That's why organizations now push so much on character and discipline because these 2 will shape our future. These 2 factors can determine success or defeat, happiness or disaster.

Just a simple 30 minute conversation can make or break someone. Probably some of you are just blinking eyes wondering what big a deal he has said but you've just missed one of the most important lessons in life. Sometimes we have all the answers in life, all right in-front of us, but we never take the time and just listen to the wind. Forgive me if I've not conveyed his message in perfection to you guys, but as much as I want to, I'd like to share any knowledge I can with all of you out there wherever you may be in hopes you learn as much as I do and use your life for good. It ain't about the course you study, neither is it about the Uni you go to, neither is it about the job you get, but it all comes down to your character and the spirit thats living in you.

I've so much to share with you but I guess I'll leave some to self discovery as how I came to understand. The best way to learn is always self discovery (although physical self discovery need not apply here) and I always encourage each and everyone to slowly learn from your OWN mistakes but of course with a few guidelines and help from people around us and angels like Danny. Take care ya'll!

PS: Danny, correct me if I've misquoted anything here. Feel free to correct me ;) kor kor? :P

In all humility,
-jOhN "thinking" LiM-

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Of Questions and Answers...

Undenialbly human kind is the most complex and complicated creation of God. But sometimes its us humans ourselves that make things difficult for ourselve. Each of us are so unique in our own ways. But sometimes we just don't realise how truly unique each of us is. DNA molecules can unite in an infinite number of ways. According to statistics, the number of likelihood that DNA molecules can miraculously combine to create a similar kind is 10 to 2,400,000,000th power. That's close to nothing that you'd ever find someone like You. Throw in different circumstances like climate, growing space, environment and education, its impossible to find anyone like you likewise me.

Well, for you science students out there, blame God for putting in variations. But what is our World without variations. Such complexity is what makes You and I special in our own way. He made "introverts" and "extroverts". He made people who are "feelers" and some "thinkers". God made some people more team orientated and some more individualistic. He made some that scored 15A1's for SPM and some with 1A1, 3A2's, 4B3's, and 2B4's instead. God crafted some to be sexier than others, and some smellier than others too. Point is, I'm trying to appreciate you and I here.

There is never a right or wrong for our temperaments. We need all kinds of personalities to balance this world. Say if you put and introvert on the bed with Jessica Alba and an extrovert with her, definately they have different ways of getting it in right? Likewise, we are all unique and that is why these days I've really been approaching the possibilities of my future. I don't know about me but if you really know me, I'm not really a "think present" kinda guy. I always like to look ahead and infront. Not that I'm saying you guys don't look infront la but I always like exploring options in life and learning from others' experiences. There was a saying that Experiences aren't the things that happened to us but what we did when it happened. Probably one of these days I want to come out with a John-Lim-Built personality test. I'm always very intrigued by human behavior and actions. I have to admit that my "thinking time" at night has lessened since but I still think a whole lot about everything. But how are we to grow without thinking?

I'm sitting on my wooden chair at this moment at 1.05am on a Tuesday Night writing this in thoughts. What tomorrow holds for me is unknown, but what I know is that I'm gonna live it at my best! No mood swing!

*Note: It is currently my period of the Month ;P

AHHH!!!!!
-jOhN LiM-

Monday, April 10, 2006

Of Small Cuts..

Hmmm....

Is it that bad? I really doubt it is lor. But by the reaction, I guess it meant something. I really don't want to say I all hurt, but why? Shouldn't I NOT be affected? I really don't understand. It's such a small thing but it did affect me. Weird. But, you ain't the one I feel. Aiks.

Seriously, talking as a whole, when you were lied to, ish...... dowan la. Dowan to write la. I'm sorry whom-it-may concern. It wasn't my business and I shouldn't even be affected by it at all. It's really silly. Sorry ya. Hope it won't affect our NORMAL friendship :).

Well, tonight was not too bad. Had practice for Easter at Ps. Julie's place. Just a simple song on God's Love for us. Hang around, eating Struddles, Banana Pie, sang a little of Ain't No Mountain and left for Isaac's place for mamak night. Its Muhammad's Birthday tomorrow so apparently the whole Malaysia is on a public holiday. So we got off from Isaac's place only at 11pm. Ate at William's. Terrible, just terrible. I would go back to Murni at any day of the week. After some crap talk we headed off to Ee Jin's place. Watch her jump around a little and left home. Got home at 1am. Come home, and here I am.

Tonight a bit emo. Wanna write something bout Determination and Future. Or should I write on Self Pity and Dissapointments? Positive or Negative? The past few months have been difficult for me la. I've been keeping so much to myself. Sometimes I really don't even know myself anymore. It hurts myself deeply when I try over and over again and fail to overcome a certain obstacle. Don't we all appear alright but deep inside, I'm cracking slowly. I really don't know if anyone is there for me anymore. Its hard to say. Probably I'm so caught up with activities and so till I have abandoned time to just stop and enjoy myself again. Is it just human nature to be so confused and naive?

Form 5 have been madness. Somehow although I should be slowing down on activities in church and school, somehow my schedule still has been crazy. From camps to meetings, to IU and more meetings. I dunno, somehow I hate like emphasizing on my schedule but there are just so many things on my back. I'm so sick and tired of being shouldered with burdens. Probably there's a bigger plan to all these. Coming up in the month of April, this week's Easter Song. Next week, driving and backing up with Jaclyn Victor, Juwita and Liang. And Sunday at 1 Utama for Liang's performance for Hitz.Fm. Small stuff la. Just backing up for them. Its the experience that counts. Do you see me sipping in the Local Music Industry? I wouldn't mind just hanging around there for a few years then get serious with a proper career. But singing is fun.

Ah.. I'm just looking for someone to love me for who I am, what I am, how my fart smells, how terrible my comments are, how fat I am and not for my voice, my status, my positions or my contacts. Please, someone, UNDERSTAND ME! *crys*

Swaying to the beat,
-jOhN LiM-

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Of Fat Asses and Deaf Americans

Why Mandisa!! She the man la! Boohoo.. Was cheering on for her. I was like "Oh My Gawd" when Ryan said Mandisa's name. I was like, "Elliot you #$%#$%$ #%#$%".. Man, American Idol won't be much of a competition now. I'm beginning to believe it was a conspiracy. None of them were sad, the judges were laughing and dancing as if she'd got some million dollar contract already. The contestants should be stepping up to the occasion now with the Power House gone. None are worthy of contending other than my beloved Katherine. My 100% is going towards Katherine. Damn, she's hot! So much for American Idol. Allow me to spill my thoughts

Taylor : Dude, he's in another league. I respect you but, I just don't feel ya. Don't blame me man.
Chris : Alright we have to admit he is hot, but.... Rockstar was more for you. Missed the auditions in KL?
Paris : Spotted her earlier on. She's still young. Loads of time to groom her into a diva. But for now, let my Katherine do her thing alright?
Elliot : You #$%%&%#$%! Do something bout the looks la sir.
Ace : Of all right now, he's the weakest. Can't wait for his departure.
Bucky : What the $%&# you doing in this competition?!
Kellie : Blonde~ She's adorable la. Btw, don't you realise Ryan and her look so cute together?
KATHERINE : She da bomb!!! You turn my rainny days to Sunny HOT HOT ones. Ok, probably not that hot la, but you know what I mean. It'll crush my world seing you leave.

Hmmmmm.. Ish, I'm sounding like some sick dude that is having a McFee-ver. Ok, SORRY LA to those American Idol dudes that I've slandered. Just needed a realease of tension after realising Mandisa took leave. Alrighty, back to normal life mode.

Note: Gosh John, didn't know you swear that much?..(Oh, You do!)

High on McFee-ver,
-jOhN "McFee-ver" LiM-

Monday, April 03, 2006


My tent. Spot the Nike Presto? Can guess which is my feet?..Lolz. Zhi Loon and I drying our feet. Posted by Picasa

My Fire at Prefect's camp. Posted by Picasa

Likky, Zac and I at CF camp worship Prac Posted by Picasa

Ben, Jinn and I at Honey Bee. Our night out with Ben as Driver! Posted by Picasa

Caryn abducted at PBSM camp on my feet Posted by Picasa

Of Discipline, Responsibilities, Unity and Fun Outdoors!

Hey ya all!!!

Time has its pace and seemingly I guess I've not been able to catch up. Well, first of all, I'll just update what has just happened lately ok ;). As some of you would know I've just got back from my Prefects camp at some ulu place... Hulu Langat. Lolz. I have to admit I was very skeptical at first before going. After pale experiences from years before, we prefects have come to dread our Prefect Camp. However there was a turn of event this year. Madam Poh(Evil Witch) failed to retain her status as Camp Commandant. Miss Woo(Angel from Heaven) was our superbly nice Camp Commandant. Camp begin with us arriving there about 9 something on Friday morning. We had our briefing and camp song stuff and got our team names and cheers. My team name was "Ripple". Nope, its not a silly name. We agreed on it because it symbolises us, small peeps but we like ripples can cause destructive waves if combined. Sorry if I sound too patriotic bout it. LOLz. Anyway off with that, our enxt activity was JUNGLE TRACKING! Weeee!! Got into long pants and got insect repelent on my hand and neck (Thanx Jonny Boy!). Off we went! This jungle track was not like any other camps I went for. This was what I call Fun! It was REALLY steep. 70 degrees enough for ya? Lolz. Some paths were so small and pot holes were everywhere. How can we ever forget the leeches. They were cute. Didn't get a bite but helped a girl get it off. Loads of blood they suck. Anyway, all through out the hike I helped a young Form 1 kid, Syahir, Syafiq's younger bro. He's really smart and cute. Half way through we had to jump into MUD! Argh.. that was what I hated most. MY SHOES!!!! Poor Nike Presto. Note: Its not the ones I posted on before, its BETTER. Anyway, no one could avoid that. So I got my shoes and socks all guewy and muddy. Soon after, we had to walk through a river, following it back to our camp. it was a fun experience. The river was knee to waist deep. Fun fun! Help Syahir through. After we were done, some of us got to know that my dorm mates were the only dorm to sleep in OUTDOOR TENTS! What an experience. On pure sandy ground with just a cloth over our heads at night and mosquito nets as doors. In the afternoon the tents were Freaking Hot and in the night, it was WORST than Genting. Trust me. Boy it was cold. That night we had Solo Drops again this year. At 11pm we were off to the jungle again. This time on a safer track where they slowly drop us one by one to be left ALONE. I was left all alone for an hour long, just lookin at the sky, reflecting on Life, friends and stuffs that were happening. One thing I've learned, Mushrooms glow in the dark too! Lolz. I had to pee in the jungle too. SHHHHH. Hahaha.

The next morning we got up at 630am and did some morning-gay-exercise with Eric-gay. All through out the camp Jonathan and I kept watching his actions, and boy they were gay. His very Justin if you know what I mean. Sleeveless is the only tops he has la. Soon after we had our Obstacle course challenge. Freaking easy la. Then Flying Fox. This Flying Fox was much longer than the first year. It was from a high hill all the way down above a huge pond. Damn FUN! After some de-briefing we did River Rafting. Our raft was to fit 12 people and we only had 6 tyres 5 logs and 2 pedals. We didn't too well and our leader had almost drowned in the pond only for John Lim to save him (ceh~). In the afternoon we had indoor strategy games. It was very physical though. Lazy to explain la. But we all had a good workout. Lolz. After that we had our Great Cook-Out. We had to cook our own meals with self made fireplace. I guess the challenge was to keep the fire alive la. I pass as a scout wei! Hahaha. Anyway thats most of it la. The rest lazy to say la. Got back at 3pm on Sunday and slept till 10am Monday morning. Ponteng School! So much for the dedication! Lolz.

Well, all in all I enjoyed Prefects camp the most compared to the CF and PBSM camp the past weeks. Now back to church this week. Been missing 3 weeks of church. John has officially backslided. Lolz. Things have been rather hectic and stressful for me, AGAIN. Had frequent moody nights. I hate it when my moods control me. But I know there are people around me that can always be here for me! Thanx Jo Weng, Jonathan, Victor, Benny, Sarah, Julie-my beloved sis, Emelia, Ee Jin and all ya'll out there that had counsel me the past few weeks. All throughout the camp I hanged out most with Jonathan, Rayce, Genevieve and Lisa. Thanx for temaning me when all other prefect friends abandoned me, Yes you Jinn, Ben, Isaac and Caryn! Mean people! Hahaha.

Will wanna write something on an issue sometime soon. Until then Love ya'll!! Keep on reading!

With love,
-jOhN LiM-