WARNING : THIS IS AN ABSOLUTELY NARCISSISTIC POST

Headed back to KL for a night for a small family photo-shoot for my bro's graduation :) Yup, Jeff boy is officially a graduate. Will post up the pics after they've handed it to my dad (ONLY IF ITS NICE ^^).

Apart from that, golly, I have absolutely nothing to update. Same shit every other day. Fly, come back, slack, fly, come back, slack, fly and it goes on...

I need more excitement babay!! Sien~~ I'm looking forward to Nagoya, Dubai-Cairo and Seoul-San Francisco in September :) Woo! Nagoya new station for me, Cairo too.. can see Pyramids... Haven't been to Seoul for a year now.. Planning to catch Wicked-The Musical there... what else? :P But I might change my Seoul-San Francisco for Milan ;) Ngek ngek.. we'll see :)

Smile :)

<3

-jOhN "narcissistic" LiM-

Finally posting something on my trip to Denmark. It was a really good trip with a fantastic set of crew. We were around Copenhagen the whole time. Didn't manage to skip over to Sweden. Anyhow, I enjoyed the flight thoroughly. I guess at the end of the day its the crew that makes or breaks the flight. Yeah, I had a few hiccups but I guess it was learning points to pick from.

I also took the chance to Lady Gaga in concert recently. She was in Singapore so my dear friend got me a ticket and wa la! Gaga! ^^.

Thats it~ Have 3 long days of classes back in my training centre from tomorrow. Being trained for another fleet, the Airbus 330~ So now, I operate the Boeing 777 and Airbus 330. Lazi-ness ><

Sigh, this is SOOO not an update~

-jOhN "beautiful dirty rich" LiM-

i feel so used :'(

i only need to feel appreciated.

sigh.

AHH! Finally I can upload pictures here! So here goes... These are just a few from my recent TRIPS to Osaka/Himeji. I went to Osaka 3 times in a week. Thats To Osaka/Back from Osaka, Back to Osaka/Back from Osaka and then back to Osaka/Back again from Osaka ^^.

The first and second trip there I went back straight to Himeji where I lived when I was there for my student exchange. Thank heavens I still knew the train system and made my way there. Nahoko had just given birth. Baby Rosa was just 12 days old :)

My third trip back, I was back to Osaka to attend Ayumi Hamasaki's concert. I was actually there just to accompany Matty but was pleasently surprised by the wonders of Japanese Pop. I'm a new converted fan of Hamasaki :)

I'm actually currently blogging from Copenhagen, Denmark. I had TOO much fun here infact. Pics will definitely be up as soon as I get them uploaded. Will be back in KL for 2 days on the weekend to attend my cousin's wedding.

I really had the tie of my life here in Copenhagen. More so of the people than the place. A change worth making. If you could only see how much I'd enjoyed myself. Love to the people I Love.

-jOhN "tak" LiM-

why cant i post up anymore pictures?! the whole bar is gone.. hmm.. as soon as i getit fixed, u'll see the pics coming up.

I've been goin back and forth between Singapore and Osaka recently. I just got back from my second trip and goin back in a few more hours time :) So much to say here, but 'll let my pictures do the talking, they apparently speak a thousand words ;)

-jOhN "nihon-jin" LiM-

Tired from 4 days of Business Class Training. I have been on ground for sometime. Don't like being at home, but I wasn't technically at home most of the time because of the training, but I have been in Singapore. Manage to somehow turn over my whole roster and changed Shitney and Bangalore away for Shanghai. Then I had an offer for Osaka! Of course I took it :P and then..... I changed my Seoul - San Francisco for Copenhagen... Where's that? Denmark :)

I might go back to Osaka right after getting back from my Osaka flight again because my host family's daughter in Japan just gave birth! Gonna go over and give them a surprise :) on the other hand, I might attend Ayumi Hamasaki's concert there and when I get back in August from Copenhagen, I'm gonna attend Lady Gaga's concert in Singapore! WOO...!

Apart from that, at least Business Class is over. New challenges and journeys ahead. At least life won't be so stagnant for awhile :) Its like starting all over again being new in Business Class, ah, but at the end of the day humans are still humans.

I need new excitements in my life. I tend to be very short-fused and easily excitable but at the same time, I lose the spark fast and then sink into the whole depressy clingy flingy thingi, you know? :P Things don't look too bright on my side at this point, but I'm definitely going through some kinda... hmmm.. how should I put it... hmmm... nevermind...

Oh well.. till then, I don't have any interesting pictures to share with as I've not been flying much lately. I didn't even take out my camera on my recent Moscow-Houston flight. Not a single picture I couldn't believe it myself. But I was just sick of the place. Oh well.. Wait up for Copenhagen's pics... :P

Catch ya soon, and hey Dee, I've been calling you... SERIOUSLY. I even left a note with your mum lor.. PLEASE return my callSSS. Thank You.

Regards,

-jOhN "JCL Trained" LiM-

I guess life brings us to things we never expect. To be really honest, I didn't really have much fun in Athens contrary to how my pics turn out to be. Why you may ask? It was because it was not spent with the people I love best. I admit its a nice place but whats there to feel when you're watching the sunset "alone". Ok, technically I wasn't alone, I was with other 9 other crew "friends". But I say "friends" because I barely know them. The "friendships" you form on board sometimes can be rather superficial. Seriously. I'm stating facts here. I mean, you'll understand if you're a working adult. Sometimes, the friends you make at work is only meant for work and thats it. Those are the only similarities you have with them and I guess I felt that way this time. Didn't really connect with anyone on the flight. I could, but I chose not to. Why am I saying all these? Well, just to express how I honestly feel again lor :) It happens. But of course there are exceptional people that you meet and really get along with. I guess I didn't go on flight with the right attitude. Just ended a week of leave thats why probably :P Oh well...

On another note, nobody was home last night, and nobody is home tonight and nobody will be home tomorrow night either. Hate being alone at night. And due to certain circumstances, I somehow ended up watching a movie ALONE~ for the first ever @$%$^$%# time. So sad hor? =( But I did. And I think I made the right decision. It was a really good movie. The Taking of Pelham 123. Recommended watch even above Transformers 2. Seriously. Watched Transformers 2 last night with my batchies and it was ewww. Bomb here bomb there, run here run there, sweat here sweat there. Urgh. At least Pelham kept me at the edge of my seat throughout. I liked how they related so many other issues along with the plot, the whole reality of  life and how circumstances make us make hard decisions sometimes.

You know N, about our chat tonight, I'm glad we met and touched on those issues. It reminded me of those days back in KL and how clear I was with my direction. I lost myself to the world. Literally. All these traveling has opened my eyes to the good and bad. And I guess I only saw the bad. It killed the innocence in my soul. And knowing sometimes can be bad. Because once you KNOW, you'll never NOT know because you already KNOW. I am now aware.

I want to run away from what I know. I want to hide away from my darkness. I want to get away from all the confusion and lies. I don't know who to turn to when I'm feeling all cold and broken. I mean, talking about practicality, no one can and will ever be with you all the time. I think no one can stand my nuisance and crap. Seriously. I annoy myself all the time too. I just still can't seem to accept myself. Ever understand that feeling? No? Its fine cause you've accepted yourself (= Thats a good thing. You don't have to live with the struggle of fighting yourself.

Oh well. I'm searching for my identity in this world. I want to be someone so badly. I wished...

-jOhN "lost" LiM-

Won't put much words into this post.

Will let this song speak for itself :P

Apart from that, I've officially obtained my own Macbook ^^

Welcome to the world of Apple.

A  lil camwhoring.. ahh.. no time now, goin to cycle at the beach :P Updates with more pics n party soon! Wooo!!!

Oooo.. we had a lil photoshoot at our house too.. kekeke.. if u know emily my housemate, check out the outcome ;P its nice.. Morven, my other housemate took'em.. I...I was at a barbeque somewhere else.. Hahahhahaha..

Hmm.. I guess it isn't time to let you go yet isn't it? :) You've occupied a chunk of my mind for the past few weeks now. Again and again the thoughts keep coming back. I miss those days. When we laughed at the fact we all got tea for drinks, when we sang loudly in the middle of the night playing cards at the playground, when we stayed silent on the phone just to hear each other's breath, when we ate like pigs although I hated to eat after 8, when we chose to continue drinking although you were already vomiting, when we first clasp our palms together, till the day you said waited for me to say those three words, till the day you kept silent, till the day you refuse to look me in the eye, till the day you hated the very nature of my voice, till the day you shouted at me by your window, till the day I walked all the way home in the wee hours of the morning mourning.... I want to believe it was Me that You had in mind, but I know, it was never true :)

Oh, how quickly one changes heart. Amazed. I stand amazed at your actions :)

OH, and did I mention I will be going to Athens soon? Then Moscow-Houston again, then I will be doing my first Business Class solo to Sydney, then to Seoul finally after a year! and then to San Francisco again! :P Weeeee!! :P Thankful for such good rosters since I started flying. Amazing.

-jOhN "Buttered-Zircaed-Zouked" LiM-